thing's that is wrong...

Have you ever felt that you want to help some one but that person doesn't need your help. Plus, that person happen to be someone who is really close too you and it bugs you to see that person are not happy, or the right words is that not like usual. Normally people like to hang on somebody. People want someone to care about them. But that person don't want your help. Is like he hate the kind of help that he would get. Sometimes it turn that the person who wants to offer the help felt that he was the one that person hate, since that person hate his help. I wonder what is the best way to help this kind of person since I happen to have one friends who is sort of like this. At least that what I though about the friend I just mention. I really wish I could help you but it seem like the wall is to high and the distance is too far. Every time I come near u get far far away.

SPANISH CAMP WAS GREAT..

~before camping~

although i have to came back after the hari raya haji holidays to my collage, i think it was worthed since i get to learn new things and things about myself. this is somethings you will never get it anywhere except when the times come. on 21 dec i came back to my collage and on 22 dec the camp start. we started with a pretest to know how the camp actually benefits the students at the end of the program. great, that's mean there going to be another test.
on the first day, we were split into 6 different group. my group were the most sweetest couple i ever met, izya..cez and ilya, the brain of my class, syamil and the knowledge holder and the steroid of our group, naufal.
kak ilya, cez, syamil, naufal and myself

the camp was conducted 5 days in classroom and 2 days at the camp site at SEDIM. the lectures involved were madam hayati for sure, she is the A level coordinator, mr. teh and miz gloria, mr. keat and mr. edison. mr. liew also joined us at the camp site. i am 100% agreed, abosulutely positive, definitely sure that mr. keat was a better spanish lecturer than miss paloma , mr. edison was great in making the class interesting even it was at the afternoon and we were suppose to be tired and sleepy, mr. teh was a great commentator, he is like giving tazkirah when he is talking except it was in english, and miz gloria have a very good voice projection. anyway, i was told that i have i special voice projection. hehe. miz gloria said my voice was low but it can travel very far. i like that.

the 5 days in class were like an exposure to the juniors but it was like a refreshment for the seniors. because of the short time, the juniors can't really learn what they suppose to gain because we can't grab that knowledge in that short period. in this case, i was really disappointed with myself.

~arriving at the tree top walk~
kak ika,naim,izudin, cez, kak hannah, amin, kak fiq, kak ily, miz gloria,kak yana, madam hayati, kak ilya, edy,jihan, hijazi,ainun,lina,wirda,kelly and myself.


2 days at the camp site was the best camp i ever had. even i had to sleep on the wet tent, my blood been sucked by leeches in three different places in one time and only realize it after i went back home, i think it worth more than that. the first day at the camp site, we went for a walk on the longest tree top walk which its long is more than 900 meters. its high were about 180 meters. my legs won't stop shivering while i am walking. i guess i will never stop being GAYAT every time i am on high place.

~tired of walking~
wirda, lina, myself and kelly

after that, we went for flying fox. great, i just told you how i am afraid of high. but i already done flying fox back at my PLKN. the one they having at the camp site wasn't as extream as the one i already done. so i was enjoyable for me. hehe..i guess i begins to like high. that good right. then, we had our own spare time to get our selves ready for our group performance.

~ready for flying fox~
hijazi,lina,myself,ainun and izudin a.k.a miss kelantan


i loved every second of that night. the performances were hilarious. i can't even open my eyes when i am laughing...hahaha..orait2. i know that even when i am not laughing my eyes still look like it was close right, yeah fine.

~ my group performance~
naufal,myself, syamil and cez


~our lovely tent sweet tent~
myself, wirda, ainun, and lina


that night the boys had to give up their tents to the girls. this is because the girl's tents were soaking wet and not enough place to sleep. but i guess the boys were happy sleeping together on the dry floor even it was wide open. they sang along for like 3 hours and fall asleep. haha. is funny to realize they were sleeping after you heard no SUMBANG sounds anymore. ainun and myself went to sleep quite late that night. we stay up chat with some of the boys who done felt like sleeping. it was nice because i get to know them better. is not like always we get to chat in the middle of the woods and night.

~someone making me a devil's horn~
ainun, myself, izudin and afif


the next day we were having explore race. but before that, we had aerobic together. safuan, jihan and naim were incharge of the section..trust me it was really hilarious. i wish we have aerobic everyday. safuan have really nice hands movement..i failed to follow his movement. haha. my team did great on the explore race...but we still lost to the estrella group. guess that group were lucky with the numbers. my group was great because of the brains of the seniors and syamil.after that we also had river crossing..it was fun. better than the one i had in plkn. of course, here is where those leeched came get me..

in the end, mr. pre-spain and miss pre-spain were announced. naufal got the mr. pre-spain tittle and kak ika got to be miss pre-spain. haha.. did i mention i was nominated for miss pre-spain...i almost laugh to myself..haha..even though i hope for it but i know i wasn't suitable for it. after all the cleaning, we headed back to our collage.

~after camping~

owh, i forgot, the next day we got our first sem result. wahhhhh!!~

time out!!!~

yesterday was a great day for me since i get to spent my time with my old friends from intergomb~ most of all with wan aisyah..wahh miss our school time back when we were still in secondary school. i went to the mid valley by ktm and meet with adila first. we go window shopping and talk about our lives...while waiting for jalila...after eating mcd ice-cream...jlo arrived and we all went for lunch...we plan to play bowling bu we have to wait for wan aisyan and linda, both of them still have their class that morning...suddenly linda have to cancel meeting us because of her class have been suspended until 4pm...thanks God wan aisyan can still come...she came with her baju kurung from class...what a sweetie...since she is wearing baju kurung...we didn't go for bowling...so we headed to the cinema...well Narnia 3D is on showing...so we decide to watch that...but it start another 2 hours...so adila and jalila went for another window shopping and wan aisyah n me went to look for the seledang n shoes...trust me there so many beautiful shoes...n their prize are also beauty...hahaha...never mind..maybe i will ask my mum for he money...hehehe..wan aisyah bought me a scope of baskin robin...then we buy selendang that look a like...just for fun...before the movie start, wan aisyah bought me a popcorn and drinks...she such a generous girl...and i love her for that. after movie and last shopping, she and me went to her home...her sister are making BBQ for a small party because she is graduating...after eating...we play with the water...and go into the poll...in the middle of night...this is sooo fun..i never planned it...she asked me to stay at her home, but my parents won't let me...poor her...i luv her so much...but we have a great day and it really help me to reduce my "kerinduan" towards our old days...

RENUNGAN BERSAMA...

Siapakah orang yang sibuk ?

Orang yang sibuk adalah orang yang tidak mengambil berat akan waktu solatnya seolah-olah ia mempunyai kerajaan seperti kerajaan Nabi Sulaiman a.s

Siapakah orang yang manis senyumannya?

Orang yang mempunyai senyuman yang manis adalah orang yang ditimpa musibah lalu dia kata "Inna lillahi wainna illaihi rajiuun." Lalu sambil berkata,"Ya Rabbi Aku redha dengan ketentuanMu ini", sambil mengukir senyuman.

Siapakah orang yang kaya?

Orang yang kaya adalah orang yang bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan tidak lupa akan kenikmatan dunia yang sementara ini.

Siapakah orang yang miskin?

Orang yang miskin adalah orang tidak puas dengan nikmat yang ada sentiasa menumpuk - numpukkan harta.

Siapakah orang yang rugi?

Orang yang rugi adalah orang yang sudah sampai usia pertengahan namun masih berat untuk melakukan ibadat dan amal-amal kebaikan.

Siapakah orang yang paling cantik?

Orang yang paling cantik adalah orang yang mempunyai akhlak yang baik.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas?

Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang paling luas adalah orang yang mati membawa amal-amal kebaikan di mana kuburnya akan di perluaskan saujana mata memandang.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit lagi dihimpit?

Orang yang mempunyai rumah yang sempit adalah orang yang mati tidak membawa amal-amal kebaikkan lalu kuburnya menghimpitnya.

Siapakah orang yang mempunyai akal?

Orang yang mempunyai akal adalah orang-orang yang menghuni syurga kelak kerana telah mengunakan akal sewaktu di dunia untuk menghindari seksa neraka.

Siapakah org yg KEDEKUT ?

Orang yg kedekut ialah org yg membiar ilmu ini dan tidak berkongsi pada orang lain.

Sebaik-baik manusia itu adalah mereka yang memberi manafa'at kepada manusia lain...

mari baca yassin~

RASULULLAH S.A.W. telah bersabda yang bermaksud:

"Bacalah surah Yassin kerana ia mengandungi keberkatan", iaitu:

1. Apabila orang lapar membaca surah Yaasin, ia boleh menjadi kenyang.

2. Jika orang tiada pakaian boleh mendapat pakaian.

3. Jika orang belum berkahwin akan mendapat jodoh.

4. Jika dalam ketakutan boleh hilang perasaan takut.

5. Jika terpenjara akan dibebaskan.

6. Jika musafir membacanya, akan mendapat kesenangan apa yang dilihatnya.

7. Jika tersesat boleh sampai ke tempat yang ditujuinya.

8. Jika dibacakan kepada orang yang telah meninggal dunia, Allah meringankan siksanya.

9. Jika orang yang dahaga membacanya, hilang rasa hausnya.

10. Jika dibacakan kepada orang yang sakit, terhindar daripada penyakitnya.

11. Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda: "Sesungguhnya setiap sesuatu mempunyai hati dan hati al-Quran itu ialah Yassin. Sesiapa membaca surah Yassin,nescaya Allah menuliskan pahalanya seperti pahala membaca al-Quran sebanyak 10 kali.

12. Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W lagi, "Apabila datang ajal orang yang suka membaca surah Yassin pada setiap hari, turunlah beberapa malaikat berbaris bersama Malaikat Maut. Mereka berdoa dan meminta dosanya diampunkan Allah, menyaksikan ketika mayatnya dimandikan dan turut menyembahyangkan jenazahnya".

13. Malaikat Maut tidak mahu memaksa mencabut nyawa orang yang suka membaca Yaasin sehingga datang Malaikat Redwan dari syurga membawa minuman untuknya. Ketika dia meminumnya alangkah nikmat perasaannya dan dimasukkan ke dalam kubur dengan rasa bahagia dan tidak merasa sakit ketika nyawanya diambil.

14. Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda selanjutnya: "Sesiapa bersembahyang sunat dua rakaat pada malam Jumaat, dibaca pada rakaat pertama surah Yaasin dan rakaat kedua Tabaroka. Allah jadikan setiap huruf cahaya di hadapannya pada hari kemudian dan dia akan menerima suratan amalannya di tangan kanan dan diberi kesempatan membela 70 orang daripada ahli rumahnya tetapi sesiapa yang meragui keterangan ini, dia adalah orang-orang yang munafik.

12 barisan manusia menuju ke akhirat...

Barisan pertama:

Di iringi dari kubur dlm keadaan tidak bertangan & berkaki . keadaan ini dijelaskan melalui seruan Allah S.W.T :

"Mereka orang2 yg menyakiti hati jiran sewaktu hidup mereka. Mereka yg sombong & tidak berbuat kebaikan kepada jiran tetangga akan mendapat kehinaan didunia maupun di akhirat".

Firman Allah 'Aku akan memalingkan hati orang yg sombong serta takbur di muka bumi ini dengan tiada alasan yg benar dari (memahami) ayat2 Ku(yg menunjukkan kekuasaanKu),itulah balasan & tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka".

Barisan ke2-:

Di iringi dari kubur dlm bentuk babi hutan datang seruan Allah S.W.T.

"mereka orang yg meringan2kan solat sewaktu hidup,sesungguhnya orang yg memelihara solat 5 waktu akan dihindari dari siksa kubur sebaliknya, mereka yg mengabaikan maka waktu dia mati, Mayatnya akan dihimpit oleh liang lahat sehingga berselisih tulang rusuk."

Rasulullah S.A.W. bersabda "sesungguhnya seorang hamba apabila dia berdiri untuk bersolat,maka di letakkan semua dosanya di atas kepala & kedua2 bahunya, maka setiap kali dia rukuk atau sujud, berjatuhanlah dosa2 itu.

Barisan ke-3:

Di iringi dari kubur dgn bentuk keldai & perut penuh ular serta kala jengking

"mereka adalah orang yg enggan membayar zakat ketika hidupnya walaupun pada ketika itu mereka tergolong dlm orang yg berkemampuan.

Inilah balasannya & tempat kembali mereka adalah neraka.

Barisan ke-4:

Diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan darah memancut keluar dari mulut

"Mereka adalah antara orang yg suka berdusta ketika berjual beli. Berniagalah dengan jujur serta amanah agar hasil yg diperoleh datang dari sumber yg halal.

Barisan ke-5:

Diiringi dari kubur dalam keadaan berbau busuk seperti bangkai ketika itu Allah menurunkan angin sehingga bau busuk itu menganggu ketenteraman padang mahsyar

"Mereka ini adalah orang yang menyembunyikan perlakuan derhaka, takut diketahui oleh manusia tetapi tidak pula takut kepada Allah. inilah balasannya & tempat mereka juga adalah neraka.

Barisan ke-6:

Diiringi dari kubur dengan keadaan kepala terputus dari badan mereka adalah orang yg dahulunya menjadi saksi palsu.

Barisan ke-7:

Diiringi dari kubur tanpa lidah tetapi mengalir darah & nanah dari mulut mereka. Mereka ini adalah orang yg enggan memberi kesaksian kebenaran.

Barisan ke-8:

Diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan terbalik,kepala kebawah & kaki ke atas. Mereka adalah orang yg melakukan zina.

Tempat mereka juga adalah di neraka. Sabda Rasulullah "tiada bersunyi2an antara seorang lelaki & wanita,melainkan wujudnya syaitan sebagai orang ketiga antara mereka".

Barisan ke-9:

Diiringi dari kubur dengan wajah hitam & bermata biru, sementara dlm diri mereka penuh dengan api gemuruh mereka adalah orang yg makan harta anak yatim dengan cara yang tidak sepatutnya.

Barisan ke-10:

Diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan tubuh berpenyakit sopak & dipenuhi kusta. Mereka ini adalah orang yg derhaka kepada ibu bapa sewaktu hidupnya.

Barisan ke-11:

Diiringi dari kubur dlm keadaan buta,gigi panjang seperti tanduk lembu jantan,bibir terjuih hingga ke dada & lidah terjulur hingga ke perut serta keluar pelbagai kotoran yg menjijikkan.

Mereka ini adalah orang yg minum arak sewaktu hidupnya.

Barisan ke-12:

Diiringi dari kubur dengan wajah bersinar2 seperti bulan purnama. mereka melalui titian Siratulmustakim seperti kilat.

Datang suara dari sisi Allah S.W.T. yang memaklumkan "mereka semasa hidupnya adalah orang yg beramal salih & melakukan kebaikan.

Mereka juga menjauhi perbuatan derhaka, memelihara solat lima waktu & meninggalkan dunia dalam keadaan bertaubat.

Inilah balasan mereka & tempat kembali mereka adalah syurga, beroleh keampunan, kasih sayang & keredhaan Allah S.W.T"

FIrST sEm'S FinAL!!!!

My exam just end about 4 days ago and i was absolutely grateful for that. Even though it was the first semester which they say suppose to be easy....I still can sure whether I'm doing well or not. but I pretty sure i wasn't study well for the whole semester. More wasting my time on the movies and novels...or playing games. Seriously, I can't continue do this again for the next semester, otherwise I'll be getting bad result for my AS examination. I really hope I could get 3A's on all the subject, because I really3 don't want to repeat. Most of my senior repeat their AS exam even when they get B. This is because they scare if they didn't do well on A2 examination. I heard A2 is way tougher than AS. I hope my seniors will do well on their exam and also me and my classmates.