why people are like that??

why people demand so much?
>is it because life too short?
>or it because people are selfish?

why can't people accept for who we really are?
>is it so hard to change one thing about ourselves?
>or it because people think that they are so perfect?

why can people say the truth for the goods of others?
>why must insult one by telling what is right?
>is it because they never care for the others goods?

why people always forget?
>is it because they too busy?
>or it because they don't even care?

These questions keep pop in my head recently. My life are surrounded by people who sometimes can't realize things that really happen around them. People say they have feelings but why do they act like don't. Seriously life is too short. Why can't we treasure as much as we can.

sickness..

last week..went back home to see my father before he fly back to Frances..but on my way back to my college...my friend brought me a sandwich, from the small stall at the bus station...okey..straight to the point..the sandwich were poisonous...and my friend and i end up having food poisoning the next day..on monday..i was still holding my grip...so i went for my physics class that morning...but i was wrong...i can only stand on a half hour in the class and i went out to the toilet...my stomach, my head, my chest ..were killing me...i almost slept on the toilet...until my friends come and told that class almost end...after the class my sick friend and i went to the clinic with a help of my other friend...it was confirm that i have food poisoning this time..and i was given 2 days off...but the thing is...i was sick for the hold week..on thursday..i had to go to hospital to get some treatment because i can't eat anything....everything i eat..will be through out back...by me vomiting..but i still go for class on friday...at the very end second of the class...which i slept most of the time...suddenly, all my sickness seems to disappear...weird..one thing about this sickness that i hate...it seems like don't want me to go for class the whole week..but i do learn a lot from this sickness though,...most of it is how i should be grateful of what i already had during i am healthy... i also learn that people can be very mean and also kind at the same time...but thanks to this sickness too...my relationship with people around me are building stronger...and i also made new relationship...:)

pre-trial mood...

is only left one day before my AS trial exam week. frankly speaking...i do not set any target for this trial...because i know i'm not ready for it. so far...is not that i don't care about my study or result, seriously...i am aiming for a straight A this time...i know i can do it..but just not in this trial..i'm so not prepare. so far i think my chemistry need more memorizing...especially the paper are only an hour and 15 minutes...even if you are given book to cheek the answers...you will need more than that...the time are too short. but i think chemistry paper 1 would be where i should score more. so i'm counting for that. hopefully i could make it like kak fiq who got full mark for her chemistry paper 1. chemistry paper 2....i really need more time for you.

even though my physic paper 1 last semester was great..i know it wasn't based on my lecture's comment. but i'm really counting on physic than chemistry because my brain just accept physic better than chemistry...haha..what an accuse.. and i am in love with physic since SPM.

i know people expect to get A in math...but last semester i made a big mistake...i take math exam for granted...and take this...i failed my mechanics paper...after that..i learned my lesson. thank Allah, He made me realize that success is not something to be expected...it is something you must work your hard to earn it...so, i will strive my best...for parents and especially myself to get straight in AS...just not in this trial.