study for exam.....can i do it?

gosh....it's been almost 3 months i haven't touch my so call blog...is not that i don't have any stories to write...i just that i been messing with my mind lately trying to figure out what actually happening in my life. things are really turn 180 degrees for me after i leaved high school. the outside world just make me be someone i'm never been...or it just time that do change people...we just don't realize it...or don't want to admit it. anyway...right now i'm absolutely nervous since i'm going to resit my AS paper and adding more 3 of my A2papers... shit, that just too much. hate repeating papers....i'll try harder this time. i'm also scared because at the end of this year i'm going for vacation with my family for almost a week...and i definitely not going to spend more time for study...so..there goes my study.