SPAIN...Here I come!~

  First of all...sumpah dah lame x tulis entry. Since I been taking this A level exam, my result aren't doing so well...and i been so afraid of what i might end up with. So, to create more time for my study and also my pleasure time..(means, sleeping, eating and drinking, watching dramas, stalking my fb friends)..I decided to cut down my time on typing words on my blog, which is no one is reading it, except for my dear little sister and beloved parents who like to observe my way of thinking and living through this blog.

  To those guys from my prespain class, this blog was never meant to be read by you, but if you find it intimidating or funny or it is good to make jokes of me...fine, read it. But you may not say anything of it. This is why I made my blog private sometimes. I like to express my thought on writing as I can't do so well when I am talking. It is my way of healing myself from any sensitive issues I got and also how I would like to practice my writing skills. Feel free to comment on my skill, but not my thought. 

  Anyway, after cutting most of my time on writing...i began to achieve more on my class and study. Thanks to Allah s.w.t of course. Why do I always turn back to Him whenever I am in my darkest hours. This is something I really want to work on. I hate to be so arrogant and ungrateful person, but most of my friends think I am, well not most...but I am sure there's one or two person does think of me like that. Well, believe me...I'm not perfect just like you and I really appreciate people who could come clean with me if there's something they unsatisfied with me.

  I am so happy when I found out that most of my classmates made it reach the passing points for futher study in Spain. Although it still hard for me to accept the reality of me, myself, to study aboard. It always been a dream to me, but now is more like a challenge. Either i could make it and make a success of it, or I might find myself in my worst nightmare ever. (please Allah, let it not be that bad)

  So all the documents that Mara have provided has been settle, what's more? PRE-DEPATURE!!. This is the most exciting part being a scholar, at least for me. Can't wait to make my shopping and packing begs. I still worried with my spanish skill as i haven't use it for almost a year..haha. Plus, my knowledge on Islam the way of living in foreign country is way out of date. I have to do more research from now on. This is all I got to write since my previous entry, Happy Merdeka Day everyone. I am absolutely not going to waste the fight that our ancestors have stand for us. I sure will make the most of this merdeka state and help the youngster to build a better country of Malaysia.!